I have been going with Wings for about 3 1/2 weeks at the moment, I haven’t been even been able to sign the contract yet! That is exactly how busy one gets while on the road, but I’m loving the ride, I love the Wings crew, and I cannot wait to see what God does through this opportunity!
Currently jamming to Israel Houghton-Hosanna (the kids chorus at the end is a phenomenal touch)
It’s been an odd transition for me into Wings, normally a very transparent and active personality as the norm, but I have felt myself be more reserved and focused than I perhaps have been in quite awhile. I desperately want excellence in the performance, and believe that talent only takes you as far as the mic, but your discipline and intent on excellence will leave the stage drained in one’s presence. Knowing that I came in without having looked at much of the music made me put my game face on, even though it was fairly new music for all of us, and it was rough at first for me, but I hope I’m transitioning much smoother now.
The team is in Dansville, VA for the week, drummer Nate Fulks and I are staying with the Embry’s. Their son Pearce is a freshman at Westover Christian Academy, and he is a really nice young dude. It’s been incredibly adventurous to meet so many families so far, and see their dynamics, parenting styles, relationships, and overall feel of the household. Our host parents ask that all we do is enjoy ourselves, and make ourselves at home. Check and mate.
So what’s next? I gotta say I’m struggling with a few things at the moment, especially in the aspect of faith and trusting in God’s provision at the moment when He wants to provide. I have spent a lot of time in prayer the last few days that I would not only trust in His sovereignity in provision, but that I would also be able to give over my fears and anxieties as certain struggles arise. One I am asking for is in prayer in financial support, I did join the tour rather late, and obviously it puts me at a risk for finances. Wings is a non-profit, meaning each team and staff member raises monthly support to keep them moving forward in the ministry. Pray that I don’t remain focused on this throughout the day, and that I simply give it to God in expectation that He will provide as He wills.
Any donations are totally okay as well!!!!
I just finished up “Searching for God Knows What” by Donald Miller, an interesting read, one I will probably go back through in the next few weeks to really summarize its thought in my head. I am beginning “Wild at Heart” by John Eldredge this week, it’s been recommended by many men I’ve met so far on the road, and I have no problem seeking out the wilderness within me. To fight the battle, live the adventure, and rescue the beauty that God has completely ordained for me. I also have “Radical” by David Platt on the backburner, I am excited to pursue it’s message in the upcoming months. Galatians has been my study in the past week, and it began in chapter 5, at a prompt from a John Piper sermon. What has been so provoking so far is the thought of freedom, and not just freedom from sin, but freedom from myself, and freedom to live for Christ, to freely comprehend, and even grasp Christ. What a blessing to know God is not just interested in our salvation, but also in our growth!!!
I will post some more thoughts on my study soon, hope all of you are doing well, blessed by our Loving Lord, and living within His image
Much love,
Jason
Galatians 5:1